Yes, we're going

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 05:54:43 GMT

Daniel Abdalla is emo.

Mon, 11 Feb 2008 08:21:15 GMT

god, what is this alternate reality called a livejournal doing encroaching on my life and feeding on the thoughts more suited for paper. i can't tell you why i'm here; my purpose is ephemeral. i'm killing some time that a sleeping roommate and a unsuited cup of coffee had the pleasure of buying me. i'm dealing with the headache in exchange for a night of drinking. i'm falling for the sadness of unrequited, impossible, resurrected love. and it's all just a beautiful mess.

oh how you fucked me again.

Wed, 26 Dec 2007 09:38:21 GMT

I thought I lost myself forever.

(mone)

Thu, 08 Nov 2007 20:55:59 GMT

hmm, i think i'm coming around.

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 02:00:08 GMT

It's hard to accept that I've been sick since I got here.

Wed, 08 Aug 2007 06:09:06 GMT

ugh, sometimes when i stare into this whtie space, i see so much potential: so many letters, words, paragraphs and ideas stretch across this page like invisible spider webs. the truth is that sometimes there's a lot to say and no way to pleasantly say it. i hate to use that modifer there, but it's true.

the truth is that sometimes i feel like i'm living for one goal, and sometimes it seems unreachable.
the truth is that my kindness is selfish.
the truth is that i keep my enemies close.
the truth is i love you.

eventually the list will grow.

Tue, 07 Aug 2007 07:33:12 GMT

it's nice when everything works out
for everyone else, of course.

Thu, 02 Aug 2007 05:11:29 GMT

i feel wanted but never needed.

Sun, 29 Jul 2007 18:03:05 GMT

"you know, we got a good thing going, and i don't wanna see it end."

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 05:53:55 GMT

Try wanting to say everything but being able to say nothing.

Fri, 20 Jul 2007 03:02:15 GMT

my point is it's shitty.

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 05:18:30 GMT

It's not even that I'm bored; instead, I just feel montonous. I can't really describe it: It's like a mixture of both boredom and melancholy. I feel like I'm doing nothing when I'm doing something, and when I'm doing nothing, all I wish is that I were feeling something.

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 05:30:42 GMT

I've outlined my life in adages.

these are crazy times.

Tue, 10 Jul 2007 07:28:33 GMT

Fourth of July was always a stressful time for me because served as a haunting halfway point; a reminder that school was on the horizon, that I would soon be spending my days locked indoors, that my freetime would shrink; my boredom, grow; and my fun, wane.

The truth is that this Fourth of July -- truly the past week for that matter -- has reminded me of the anxiety that usually accompanies these post-June, pre-July days of summer. The absence of a handful of good friends reminded me that my time with everyone whom I've grown close to in the past year or so is finally drawing to a close. Everything I've taken for granted is soon to be missed, remembered, and revered.

"And I feel invincible..."
More than anything else though, I am thankful for the countless memories that this summer has given me. I hate to talk as if it's over because it's not, but some nights I find it hard to believe that I will ever have a better summer. Intoxicated nights, hours over coffee and hookah, movies, tag, tours, pools, beaches, sleepovers, the city, roadtrips, graduation parties, slurpees, bonfires, fireworks, homeless men trying to sell vicodin and hookers -- I'll never be able to forget any of it.

Hot coffee and good conversation were all I ever needed.
srsly.

ps: wouldn't it be sweet if i got an actual tattoo of a zebra gum tattoo?

Sun, 08 Jul 2007 05:58:06 GMT

Hookah tends to make me giddy.
When all is said and done, I'm going to miss too many people. A year ago, all I wanted to do was move far away somewhere and find myself. I feel like so much has changed. I'm a thankful person, but I wish I were a little more thankful.
I dunno where I'm going, but I feel like I'm rambling.

love.
allyoufuckingneed.

Wed, 04 Jul 2007 06:24:05 GMT

Some nights my heart claws at me, but I tend to wonder if it's just strawberry hookah and marlboro 27's. I guess all I really want right now is someone to buy things for and go on long walks with. I need a girl to wrap my head around for the next month or so. I need someone to put into that soft, empty spot of my heart.

"Don't think I cried when I wrote that."

:)

Mon, 02 Jul 2007 23:42:59 GMT

I've been quite a bit more mobile recently, finally realizing the perks of having streets patterned with panera and starbucks. I've also had a little more time to sit and contemplate, of which I've used to both the best and worst of my advantage. I have had a lot to think about recently -- for months now -- that has been placed on the backburner for way too long. I don't think that I'll use this post as an exposition, but it's a thought I've entertained for awhile.

I've been looking for a place to write a few thoughts. Maybe I'll re-discover this.

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 08:43:11 GMT

"What you feel only matters to you. It's what you do to the people you love. That's what matters. That's the only thing that counts. "

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 17:42:43 GMT

Talk to me about feeling invincible.

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 02:55:30 GMT

check the myspace.
it rocks.
says everyone except brittney.